(sorry convoluted typios everywhere, dont care, dont want to)
another minute. another hour. day. week. year. decade. another album you downloaded off the net. another coin found on the floor. a page turned. another road not taken. just another chapter in the yellowed dusty 16 – almost 17 – year old book.
so what.
first off –> i apologise and ask forgiveness for juxtaposing vincents somewhat nostalgic, yet subtly sarcastic(?) post with my own detached and disgusting post. sorry. either live with it or fuck off. btw dont make a big deal out of this post
why is it that everyone is suddenly hyped up for a new year. it has no significant mark individually. what? so im going to congratulate the earth for spinning its whole orbital period. well good for you earth. good for you. and to add to it, we are celebrating off the mark by .25 of an hour, leaving for the leap year with 29 days in february. so what.
if we celebrate ny, we might as well celebrate every day of the year. congratulations to the earth for spinning one complete revolution on its rotational axis. and even this is demeaning to the earth, because lol, since a year is off by 0.25, every day is off by a fraction of 365. or 366. or 365.25 whatever. so what.
so thats what ive been doing (or trying to do). no not like a fucking party everyday (although some might argue, that indeed, we do party every day. to some extent.) but like treating everyday as special. i dont need no freaking orbital period of the earth for me to look at the world differently.
so what.
to support these daily celebrations, one would think they would need daily resolutions. goals. and heck, i already fail my daily resolutions; what makes you think that i will ever get new year resolutions done?
so i’d have more stuff to say, but in some sick, sick, satirical turn of events. im off being dragged along to watch the fireworks. to celebrate earth completing another orbital period. just another one of the many it completes. another one of its 5 billion or so left in its life. another nuclear fusion reaction.
if you think that just because some earth rotates a revolution around the sun that i will somehow, magically, you or me or anybody will change, then you are sadly mistaken. another year. another exam, another cram session. another failure. another life not unwasted.
so what.
see you in 2010.
love from thomas